SOME MISTAKE IS HARD TO UNDONE

i lose. we lose. i keep asking, am not a goood captain? maybe it was about the external factors? should i take the blame? i wanna win, so badly.

win doesnt mean everything, i know it. i just know it. i guess i knew it.

mistake is hard to undone, but i had no control over my own flaws. some mistakes are funny. one day, i will turn back, and laugh at myself. how silly i am.

high? tipsy? merry?

dont mix caffeine with your coke. it drives me nut, drives me crazy.